Walking in their shoes - Downward Spiral
Fred Ross and I were excited to be flying our second op. with
Bomber Command Pathfinder Force. It was now the evening of 19 August 1943. The
following wave of lumbering Lancaster bombers depended on our light weight Mosquito
to drop target indicator flares over German industrial areas.
Our first op. two nights before had been, as Fred said in
his letter home “a short flight to Berlin, take in the sights and home in bed
by midnight.” We were cockily confident again tonight.
Suddenly, without warning, a heavy ack-ack shell hit and the
tail of the Mosquito disappeared; I was thrown to the floor. Momentarily
deafened by the terrific explosion, I called forward to Fred, “we’re hit”, but no
response came.
I looked back to see the gun turret blown out by a burst of tracer
from above; I had been seated there moments before. The noise was deafening as
flak burst all around us, shrapnel drummed on the wings and searchlights
followed our every move.
The plane was out of control, racing dizzyingly downwards as
I forced my way through the gun turret debris. I fought forward against the pull of gravity knowing I had to get to the controls.
I forced my way through the gun turret debris. I fought forward against the pull of gravity knowing I had to get to the controls.
My worst fears were realized when I saw Fred slumped over the
column.
The incessant racket continued as I tried desperately to move my friend
aside.
“Damn, I'm only 21! …will I make it home to Faye? …what about Mum and
Dad?”
The sickening race to the ground continued…