... easing into semi-retirement, having lots of creative adventures and enjoying being a (relatively) new Granny.

Friday 14 December 2012

15.2.12



Write something using these 12 words

find                  alert                 independent                allover             addictive           Season             unlock              wrinkle             district
current            nauseated         speaker                

Spread them out – one per paragraph would be a nice challenge!
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Why did I suddenly find myself nauseated as I was finishing my lunch? It started as a cough which I sometimes get after eating fatty or spicy food, but then I felt the bile rise up in my throat and I was afraid to move in case I involuntarily vomited. The feeling was so alien to me: the sickening feeling in the depths of my stomach, the watering in my mouth which I have not felt for many years.

However, I remained still for a minute or so and then the feeling passed. I sipped on my tea and made myself think of something else and then I felt better. But I still think that subconsciously I remained alert to this feeling in case it returned.

Now I have begun my writing exercise and my attention has moved on. I am anxious to unlock the secret of good writing and hope that this discipline will help me to find my way. For some time now I have felt that I have some talents in writing but I know that I need to join a group where I can learn the skills I need. My basic shyness holds me back from taking this step at the moment, as I do not want to have to present my work in front of others for them to criticise (or praise!).

So for the moment I will continue with my own independent learning in an attempt to hone my skills. Perhaps I need to think more clearly about why I want to write and what I want to write. Do I want to write to be heard, to have my point of view presented and understood? Will I be writing for myself, my children (and grandchildren) or for a larger audience?

I am keen to become more disciplined in my writing, perhaps for it to become my “work” in retirement, so that I can continue to enjoy some form of activity no matter what the season of the year. I still wonder whether my writing exercises and regular discipline will enable me to unlock my inner voice which has been kept inside for so many years. This activity could well become addictive for me and I will then have plenty to do in my retirement.

One thing I know I need to practice is that of dialogue and incorporating the words of a speaker into my work.
 

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